My heart aches.
My chest tight, as if an elephant
is sitting on it,
weighing it down,
crushing my ability to breathe.
Death and loss fills my deepest soul,
a soul with no clue how to cope
with a pain that runs so deep.
I try to busy myself,
to distract my thoughts,
but there is always a time
when what needed to be done
is done
and I am left with thoughts
that devastate.
How could such a small being
have filled my heart with such love?
The loss has left me
feeling so sad, empty and lonely.
I hope you stay with me,
watching over me,
protecting me.
I wish I could feel your warmth and breath
just one more time,
but the truth is
it would never be enough.
I hope you know how much you were loved.
Your love will always and forever be
in my heart.
© Sarah S. 2015
dogs. He did not need you to love him…he just needed to love, and you let him. Dogs are my heroes
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We definitely let him! 🙂 ❤
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Perhaps helping walk dogs at an animal shelter might help you work through the grief.
Do so in loving memory of your beloved dog (who will be happy to see you help dogs who are distressed and lonely).
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Not a bad idea – I just need some time before considering something like that. right now I can’t even look at a dog. But once I have healed some, I just may check into that. 🙂
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XOXO
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Beautiful tenderness. Hold onto love.
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Thank you! I am so holding onto the love and hope that some day soon that love and the good memories will finally outweigh the pain and sadness.
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I hope so too, and that you will receive comfort. Peace to you.
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Thank you.
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